As my birthday is becoming closer, almost 16 years since I was born, i'm beginning to questions myself and life in general. Who am I? How do people see me? How do I want people to see me? What have I done with my life so far? Who do I want to be? I feel like today in society you can make yourself be perceived however you want and no one would bat an eye. Dress a certain way, people will look at you in that context. Watch certain movies or read certain books, you get categorized in that shelf. So I sit her questioning myself, what group does society put me in? Am I that nerd because I like comic books and anything geeky related, or am I a grunge rocker because of the music I listen to. How do people see me? I want to be seen as a kind soul who is fun to be around, always enjoyable, but do people see that? I want to be seen as smart and intelligent, always wanting to help and caring, but I don't think people see that. And I feel like now, it's time for a change. 16 years I have lived a life where I have moved around, created my own person and my own image of myself to be liked. Now I want people to see me for who I am, and enjoy me for who I am. I'm not going to be someone who i'm not. Not anymore.
Another one of my recent questions I have been asking myself is, "What have I done so far with my life". I know I haven't done anything spectacular or extravagant, but I can change that. What can I do in my future, what can I change, how can I help this world. These are my questions, and they are going to be answered. I believe it!
And everything is going to change, and it's starting now.
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